how do you win someone over when they are pissed off at you

ugh i have too many things to deal with

thanks for the only time you actually seem to pay attention to what is wrong with me being when i cant handle literally ANYONE
if you were grandpa i would yell at you

theyre taking him from me i know they have to but
no they cant take him from me
no no no no no
i

i cannot do this no

nononon onon onn ono no no no non  no no nono no

i am going to have a break down please tell me this woman is lying
no no no no
come on please dont do this to me i have hardly anything left from the past :(

no no no NO

i am going to scream i am going to sob no

why do i feel like that was not exactly true

i had a dream about him again which sounds creepy but it isnt
it is all going to come back like a freight train at any moment and i am not sure if i can handle it :/

hi i like you and it isnt because youre the only one who remembers things too and feels what i feel